I honestly just need somebody in my life who’s very open about sex. Not on some freak shit, but like us being comfortable with each other. Comfortable enough to share what we like and don’t like, how we can make each other have the best climaxes, talk about bodily functions, let go of any stigmas, build confidence in one another to be more vulnerable during sex, and not feel embarrassed about any kinks we might have or weird things that turn us on. Sex should be relaxing and easy to talk about with your partner. That’s why I always feel a good friend is the best person to have sex with sometimes because it just flows so naturally.
I just want to have someone, a friend that doesn’t make me feel like I’m all alone in this mess
I make it look perfect to everyone else but it’s actually the most devastating mess.
#love
My world is officially falling apart again, I am filled with fear, fear I’m about to be shattered
How can I help Someone when I barely exist?
I feel like my life is falling apart slowly and I can’t stop it. A part gets built then knocked down in seconds. I’m stuck in this hole but I still show the world a smile. Right now there is no hope. Right now the only release is though the end of the sharp object through my skin. There’s only so much more I can withstand.
My relationships are falling apart and in the process it’s hurting others. I’m hurting others. That I cannot deal with, I deserve to be in pain. I just want to feel free..
I’m worried I’m giving up on the only person that will ever truly love me.

stevieboebi